Why do i feel that the world is so ****** up?

I was a very intense teenager too. I reflected on a lot of things my peers couldn't even comprehend. I never understood why people were violent, or why people didn't recycle. I was a young person with an old soul. It was rare I met someone my age with the intellectual outlooks I had on the world. I don't think you are strange. I think you are more intellectually in-tune to the world than your peers are. Don't let it get you down. You will eventually meet like minded people. :)